♥ Eternal Separation

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I really miss him.
But he'll always be in my heart, right?

If only his words were real.

I'd search over th horizon for them.
I know this isn't meant t be.

But I'll continue scouring every ends of this earth.

Baelia has walked away at 2:26 PM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I'm glad that no one ever peeks into this blog.
Here's a truly safe place for me t pour my heartfelts.

This feeling is so familiar...
I felt it before, but I lost it.
Now I feel it again, but I feel so lost.

How could this be?
This is just a crush right, Bay?

But...

...

There's a guy whose really mean & nasty & disgusting.
He's so uncouthed & rude & dumb at first.
But above all these I'm still drawn t him...

He pulled my hair. He called me stupid. He teases me.
He's a really bad boy, bad t th bone.
But I feel something tingling whenever I think of him..

Is this really what I think?
I'm sure he only treats me like a brother.
We've done so many good&bad things together, as a guy of course.

Is this for real?
Am I in love again?

No. I cannot be in love again. That'd be disastrous.

I don't know what t do...
That feeling.. is so cozy & warmth..

Brick.. is my feelings for you admiration, infatuation, or love?
Or is this just my hallucination?

Someone help me..

Brick.. Bay.. Brothers..

Baelia has walked away at 4:00 PM